All the worries never end, all the worries never end...'
_______ gazed up at the pale blue sky. The crisp, cool air burnt her lungs as she took each jagged breath of the clean autumn air. She looked behind her at the group of girls standing in a small circle. Her brows furrowed when she was them laughing, their flawless, radiant skin glowing in the dim sunlight. Not a scratch nor scar showed on their perfect bodies as the chatted about all of the students who didn't have such glowing skin or silky hair.
Once again, the (h/c) haired girl let out a sigh, returning to her thoughts. She fiddled with the ends of the charcoal-black dress shirt she was forced to wear for school. The teenager pulled her legs to her chest to warm themas she waited for her mother, being sure to not let the bumps and bruises which covered her body show. She closed her eyes, holding back tears who always threatened to show when she was alone, which was quite often, as she didn't talk to anyone.
A short, hour-glass shaped girl snuck up behind ______, her friends snickering behind her. _______ sniffled as she rested her head on one of her knees, keeping shimmering, (e/c) orbs clamped shut. The girl, who went by the name of Siena, shoved _______ onto the pavement. She shrieked, arms automatically reaching up to shield her face. Siena burst out laughing as old wounds opened on ______'s wrists, causing them to bleed, soaking her itchy uniform sweater. Siena grabbed ______ by the hair, pulling her up off the ground.
"Hey, b*tch!" She sneered, making ______ wince. Tears pooled in _____'s still sparkling eyes. "Awwww, is the wussy little baby gonna cry? Hold on, let me get change your diaper, you disgusting little thing. I mean, really. No offense, but you look like you just crawled out of the dump!" She spat, laughing that squeaky little laugh of hers. She unclench ed her fist, making ______ fall to the ground with a loud 'thump'.
______ started to stand, only to be kicked onto her backside by the girl standing above her. "Oh no you don't, you dumb b*tch!" Her foot connected with _____'s face, forcing blood to spill from the girl's nose. Snickering, Siena stomped the other female's head into the ground, punching her in the stomach with her other hand repeatedly. "F*ck you! Everyone f*cking hates you! Why the hell don't you just hang yourself like your brother did!?" She screamed, straddling _______ and punching her head on either side. Tears mixed with blood which flowed down her head. At the thought of her brother hanging from the ceiling, limbs dangling limply from his torso, she began to sob silently, her body shaking with each choked out sob.
"Don't cry, you dumbas*!" The girls who were with Siena had alright disappeared, not wanting to see this. No longer hearing her friends encouraging laughs, she looked up, seeing a teacher walk to her car. "Sh*t..." She whispered harshly, getting off ______ and running away. The girl sighed, getting up and sitting back on the bench, wiping the blood from her face and arms, still crying. She'd loved her older brother, Toris, dearly. Everyday, she missed him more. She knew he was depressed. She knew he cut. She thought it was her fault he committed suicide, as she didn't stop him. She couldn't. He'd died while she was still at school. Upon returning, she always ran to her brothers room to play with him.
That day was different. She came home to an awful sight. The person she loved most hung from the ceiling by his neck. Soft, long brown locks covered his once vibrant blue eyes. Needless to say, ______ was devastated.
She sighed, evening her breaths as she saw her mother pull up. Slumping into the back seat so the woman wouldn't see her abused condition, ______ grunted a 'hello' to the woman.
"Dobroho dnya, _______! How was school?" She asked kindly, driving off towards their home.
"Boring..." She replied simply, getting lost in her thoughts as they rode in silence.
'"No problem" is so easily said